out-li-er: noun
1. something that is situated away from or classed differently from a main or related body.
2. a statistical observation that is markedly different in value from the others of the sample.
i have always tried to be honest, tried not to lie. out lie.
i am on the outside. looking in. wondering.
i'm so tired lately. i find it harder and harder to stay awake. to focus on my work. to concentrate.
even when i pick up the pen to write... the pen feels like it weighs a thousand pounds. my thoughts feel even heavier.
where does one go to find peace?
10,000 hours away.
