Monday, December 21, 2009

Speculum Speculorum...

"Do you know the hallmark of the second-rater? It's resentment of another man's achievement. Those touchy mediocrities who sit trembling lest someone's work prove greater than their own... they have no inkling of the loneliness that comes when you reach the top. The lonliness for an equal - for a mind to respect and an achievement to admire. They bare their teeth at you from out of their rat holes, thinking that you take pleasure in letting your brillance dim them - while you'd give a year of your life to see a flicker of talent anywhere among them. They envy achievement, and their dream of greatness is a world where all men have become their acknowledged inferiors. They dont know that that dream is the infallible proof of mediocrity, becvaue that sort of world is what the man of achievement would not be able to bear. They have no way of knowing what he feels when surrounded by inferiors - hatred? no, not hatred, but boredom - the terrible hopeless, draining, paralyzing boredom. "

Seculo Seculorum... Surgam

Lessing wrote, "There are things which must cause you to lose your mind & reason or you have none to lose." Upon reading this, I began to examine the statement with the kind of "eye for detail" a doctor has in searching for a cancerous cell.

"What have I lost," I asked myself. "What have I gained?"

$3.60 means things come full circle.

And for things to come full circle, I believe I needed to undergo... to experience the full cycle.

To be born. To live. To die. And to be reborn. Pluto. Scorpio. Hades. Underworld. Unseen. Unknown. Known.




I have undertaken this task... of redemption... of "Redemption" for Cathartic reasons... In hopes that it might be purifying or purging for both you and I. "In real life, men are sometimes too much addicted to pity or fear, sometimes too little; tragedy brings them back to a virtuous and happy mean." Tragedy is then corrective.

With that said, I hope this experience is pleasurable for you. I hope you can find some meaning in it, and walk away better than you came.

Sincerely,

AJS